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Archive for the ‘feelings and thoughts’ Category
Saturday, March 3rd, 2012
Since turning 44 I am becoming totally blind. As of a year or so ago I had perfect vision and then…Poof! Now I can’t see! Too bad my dog Trey only looks like a seeing eye dog, he runs into more shit than I do.
So now I now have to wear glasses to do anything. Everyone around me tells me that I look good in them, I think I look like I’m trying too hard to look smart 🙂
I am getting used to wearing them and I don’t even notice them on. And now I have to look on the bright side, there’s another accessory for me to buy and wear and match with my outfits, that’s a PLUS!
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Monday, February 27th, 2012
Yeah, that is the question. I was a reluctant model at the age of 33 because I never thought I was that attractive, I was a reluctant porn star because I didn’t think people would want to see ME having sex, and I am a reluctant twitter-er because I don’t think people are that interested in what I have to say. Well my personal website kellymadison.com was successful to my surprise and is still going strong and my other 2 websites, pornfidelity and teenfidelity are doing quite well, thank you to all the devoted members and fans of my work, and my dvds are still selling in the stores and online. It all AMAZES me. I have a hard time bragging and sometimes that is what it feels like. Self promotion is something I’ve never been good at. My husband Ryan has always done all the advertising and promoting for our business and I am very comfortable with that. He does a fantastic job. Now if I can only get him to twitter for me 🙂
Now, for those of you reading this that do twitter a lot, I mean not to offend anyone. I really enjoy reading other people’s tweets. I don’t think you are arrogant. I think people that tweet a lot have healthy self-esteems and I find most people in the adult biz that tweet often very interesting. I just can’t get my stupid head around doing it myself. Blogging is fun and I suppose it isn’t that different than tweeting. I guess I just have to get with the program and join the social media world.
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Sunday, January 1st, 2012
Here we go, another year in the past and a new one on the horizon. I always keep it light and tell you about stuff like shoots and dogs but really, what about this year? Obama killed Osama, Gaga ruled the world, protestors on Wall St., a terrible tsunami in Japan, a fruit vendor in the middle east starting an uprising that caused a domino effect in that region and the ongoing economic turmoil here in the US and in Europe. Well. we survived it and hopefully this world will be a better place in 2012. Lots of people sacrificed in 2011 to try to make it better so my positive outlook may be a tiny speck of dust in the reality of this on going whirlwind but hey, if we all do what we can and be nice to one another then the future looks promising. Then again, what dom I know, I’m just a porn chick 🙂
So happy 2012 to Everyone around the world and kisses to you all!
Posted in feelings and thoughts, Holidays & Personal Events | Comments Off on reflection and expectations
Tuesday, December 27th, 2011
OK, I just got through the busiest Christmas of my life. My body is screaming at me and my nerves are shot. My floors (3 day job to fix my marble floors) were finished on the afternoon of the 23rd so we moved the furniture back in and had a Christmas tree delivered and I decorated it as fast as humanly possible, decorated the entire house, set up formal table settings for 11, set up serving ware and chaffing dishes for salmon, baby back ribs, tri-tip roast, sweet mashed potatoes, regular mashed potatoes with mushroom gravy for the vegetarians and meat gravy for the cavemen, macaroni and cheese, Waldorf salad, tomato, cucumber and feta salad, garlic pesto rolls and 2 pies, a cake, and ten thousand cookies, caviar and champagne bar, wine table, cheese platter and a partridge in a pear tree. Meanwhile, the sisters, husbands and pooches stayed at the work house which had a fully stocked frig, heated pool and spa, Christmas decorations galore inside and outside and new bedding. I think I can open up a bed and breakfast now – NOT. I am so done. The party went well and the rest of the house pests left last night. I had to practically kick them out. Ryan let me sleep for 11 hours and now I have so much work to do since I abandoned my business for the last 2 weeks.
Thank you everyone for your beautiful emails and messages of kindness. I did read them ALL. I just didn’t have time yet to respond, I sincerely apologize for that. My main focus now is only my business and my doggies so I should feel a sense of normality come upon me soon, at least that’s what I’m praying for…
Posted in Domestic Drudgery, Family & Friends, feelings and thoughts, Holidays & Personal Events | Comments Off on Post Christmas Paralysis
Sunday, December 18th, 2011
Which is it? I love the holidays but my schedule is kicking my ass. I have family coming to stay with me and by the time I purchase new linens and move beds and hire cleaners and helpers to decorate I figure it is way cheaper to put them up at 5 star hotel!
Like I said, heaven spending the holidays with them or hell trying to prepare?!!! I have my two sisters and husbands and their 2 dogs staying at the work house and my niece, her husband and her new baby staying at my home. I am also having a Christmas dinner at my house and I’ll be gone doing other various Ryan birthday and holiday events on Sunday, Thursday and Friday night, not to mention gone Christmas morning over at the in-laws that live an hour away. How am I ever going to pull this off? Plus I’m still down 2 employees that used to help me out with personal things as well and I just haven’t gotten off my butt to hire a new assistant. I don’t do change well :O
Hope your holidays are less hectic. I like being busy but I think I’ve taken on too much this time. As if I can afford any more gray hairs or wrinkles people.
By the way, new photo/video update went up on my site on Thursday called “The Magic Box”. Indeed it is a double entendre 🙂
Oh yeah, my dog Trey kept me up all night hacking and coughing. I may have to take him to the vet today to rule out another case of pneumonia. It better not be, I have been so careful hand feeding him and elevating his water dish since his larynx surgery.
Posted in Domestic Drudgery, Family & Friends, feelings and thoughts, Personal Photo & Video Shoots, Pet Stories | Comments Off on Holiday Heaven or Hell?
Monday, November 7th, 2011
I was reading an article in Psychology.com sent to my from the Free Speech Coalition to whom I have a membership with. I really liked the ideas stated in the article. So many stand in judgement of porn and only portray what we do as evil. Here is the link to the article. I am going to write a few letters myself and do what is suggested. Whenever we take our freedoms for granted they tend to be taken away.
Posted in feelings and thoughts | Comments Off on Really good ideas to keep porn legal :)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2011
I changed my hair color. That light blonde was killing my hair. I have darkened it slightly, still blonde but a deeper more honey color and I really love it. When I don’t have makeup on, which is most of the time, I don’t look as washed out. All that bleach was destroying my hair and since I am a natural dark brunette, it took too much to get me that light. I have never been as blonde as I have been the last 6 months. I really did enjoy it. Too bad I’m too much of a tomboy to take care of it 🙂
So, tell me what you think, darker is better or should I go back to the lighter blonde in a few months?
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Posted in feelings and thoughts | Comments Off on Bye Bye Blondie
Tuesday, September 13th, 2011
I can’t keep my bras and panties in stock right now. The green and blue panty set flew out the door and now the purple and black corset featured in an earlier blog is gone as well. This week’s update featuring a white bra and matching panty is being shipped out tomorrow. This was actually a special order. The guy emailed me and asked me to do the “panty trick” with them and then send them to him. You have to check out my video to see what he’s talking about if you aren’t familiar with my little trick.
Things are changing here at the Kelly Madison Media headquarters. I hate change so I am not taking it well. I do love our new makeup artist, she is awesome so that makes my life easier. I am going to be hiring a new assistant soon. The first and foremost thing is that they have to love dogs. They also have to be good with doing light housekeeping and helping me move furniture since every week I am moving around the office house or my house in order to put together new sets to shoot my porn in. I think I need a big strong man with a big cock, yeah, that sounds like a fun assistant to have 🙂
Posted in Announcements & Changes, feelings and thoughts, Personal Photo & Video Shoots | Comments Off on Flying off the shelves!
Thursday, September 8th, 2011
OK, let’s start with the swing, had a lot of fun on it. My husband built it for the 400th pornfidelity.com episode and I had to get my ass up on there one last time. It was a hit while filming the past 2 weeks but it has to go. It had its day…
Now with the heat, so fucking hot. 107 degrees yesterday and if you know me, I would prefer to live in Alaska all year round so not happy at all. I need a portable AC to put up my butt to walk around with at all times, sort of like the oxygen machines on wheels. Hey, new invention to patent!
I watched a little of the debates last night and it all sounds like the same old shit of pointing the finger at the other guy and beating on their own chests. I rarely speak politics as I do not wish to offend anyone out there but this campaign is going to be a doozy. I could shoot myself for getting into a political discussion with my father-in-law the other night and yesterday with my accountant.
Physically right now I’m a mess. Both sides of my neck went out and my shoulders are bothering me, especially my right one so I went last night to get an authentic Thai massage and this very little, and mind you, not so young Thai woman got on top of me, pulled my arms up over my head, pulled my legs and pretzeled me, and basically stretched me out in all sorts of crazy positions and she totally kicked my ass! She said I would be sore for a few days but so far today I’m good. I’ll let you know when I can’t move tomorrow 🙂
My dog Trey is healing fabulously which makes me just want to jump up and down with joy. I get to shoot some porn tomorrow so that also is a delight and I am thankful for my beautiful home with wonderful AC to keep me nice and fresh.
Everyone take care and have a good weekend. I know those of you on the East Coast have had it rough. In my little spoiled world I like to complain sometimes but I do it with humor. I am indeed very thankful for my health, my family, my pets and for all the blessing I have received in my life.
Posted in Domestic Drudgery, feelings and thoughts | Comments Off on Swings, heat, debates, & thai magic
Thursday, September 1st, 2011
Are you kidding me? Why is this stupid game so fucking addicting? I need to attend an ABA “Angry Birds Anonymous” meeting.
Posted in feelings and thoughts | Comments Off on This game is going to be the death of me…
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