Yes, it is an absolute fucking miracle that my sister has officially been declared a NED, which means “no evidence of disease”! That means no cancer. She has gone from inoperable stage IV cancer to being declared free of cancer. I’ve had to take my cynical, scientific, atheistic self and open up to a possibility that there is a power greater than ourselves and whatever it may, works in an oddly mysterious way and that miraculous things can and do occur. Thank you to all those that sent me such kind wishes for her recovery. Who knows, I could find Jesus and quit porn – HA! Let’s not go that far. All my years at private Christian school was more than enough for me and I believe it is more important every day to be kind, honest, loving, good to my fellow man, and to help the poor and the sick and cherish each day as if it were a gift. Hey, I guess I’m not that big a heretic after all…
I have continued to be a busy traveler. I traveled out of state then out of the country then back home then out of state again. I just keep my bags packed at this point. I would like to make you feel sorry for me and say it was all work and no play but alas, I would be found a liar. I did successfully do 7 scenes for my site but I also went out to dinner, went dancing at a club, had loads of room service, and enjoyed more sex than what should legally be allowed.
I’m home now for a while and things are busy as usual here at Kelly Madison Media. We never replaced our programmer but he has agreed to continue to work for us part time which will allow us to FINALLY get my new Member’s section on my site up as well as a new tour and re-vamped insides for pornfidelity and teenfidelity which has all been in the works for almost 2 years. Sadly we lost a dear and valued employee who is off to pursue other endeavors, gave a promotion to another employee and hired someone who is like family to us so we’ll see what our future is going to be like. The energy feels good and even though we have recently taken a few steps back it has allowed Ryan and I to really figure out what we want and who we want to be and do, at least for the time being. Growth is great but making sure your feet are firmly planted in order to let your mind soar is an important step to the process. So right now I’m grounded, literally since I’m not going anywhere soon and I am confident in our business and those who contribute to it. Life is good.
I left a fake tree outside and a little bird thought it to be the perfect hiding place for her 4 little babies and deep inside the electrical light cords and plastic pine needles she has built a very organic little nest! The birds are all fuzzy and ugly and so damn cute. I was just about to wash the tree and put it away when I saw inside the fake tree trunk some twigs and something moving. I was just about to spray it down and heave it into the garage and would have killed them. So they are my little Easter miracle. Will miracles ever cease?
OK, how about some free porn, yeah?
