Went to the family get together last night. I had a car full of presents all ready to party with the fam. There were 8 kids all ranging from 1 – 8 and I played with them all night. I made them call me “mom” and Ryan “dad”. I told the family we were the new John and Kate plus 8. Kids require a ton of energy. I have always thought of myself as a naturally hyper person but after last night I was seriously pooped. I don’t think I’m having any kids anytime soon even though I just love them. I don’t have enough time to properly care for a child and nor do I want to subject a child to my lifestyle. It would just be too selfish in my opinion. I know other women do it and it is great I just couldn’t hide it from my child. I’m too loud and obvious 🙂